Long time no write! First of all, I should point out to everyone who hates me adding "testing!" entries, I had to add one a week or two ago (when I'm working on the site, it's better if I test stuff on an actual diary with a bunch of entries, ie. mine), so I thought "well, why just write that I'm testing, I'll write the first sentence that comes into my head" and my GOD noone liked that. So that's all. And for the record, I love the Crocodile Hunter, I went to see his movie yesterday for real. The power went out partway through though so I only caught the first 30 minutes.
Anyhow, I keep having things to write and then forgetting them, I'm totally senile. I feel like I should add all sorts of stuff, but I gots nothing!
I am SO mad right now though, cause on friday for some reason I bought a lottery ticket, and I think I wrote previously about how whenever I buy one I feel like an ass afterwards cause I always lose, but this time I am mad for a different reason: I got one of those Super 7 tickets where the beep machine gives you 7 numbers, and if you match them all you get a ton of money right? So today I remember that I should actually check the thing, so I go to some lottery site, and I'm checking. Now, normally I never even match a single number, my luck is so so bad, but this time I'm checking and like "hey that matches.. and that.. and THAT... AND THAT!" and it turns out I have 4 numbers right. This gets me all excited, like really excited, cause I really want some money hahaha. I don't play the lottery much but I know that once when I was a kid I matched 3 numbers on the 649 (very similar lottery) and won 10 bucks and I remember that if you matched 4 on that, you'd get a lot more, so I start really letting my mind get away, going "Oh man, matching four numbers on the super 7 which costs more to enter must pay a bunch!" and I'm totally trying to find a link to how much I won and getting all excited thinking maybe I won a couple of hundred bucks or even a thousand. This is the same idiotic thought process that makes people buy lottery tickets I think. Anyway so long story short, after matching all those numbers, I won ten frigging dollars on a 2 dollar ticket, what a RIP! So it turns out I feel shittier when I win the lottery than when I lose. How does anyone play this thing regularily, what kind of masochist do you have to be? It makes me feel the same way as when you go to the movies and pay 12 bucks to see a movie: what movie is worth that?
Also to make my day even worse, after I wrote this I just went to watch Coronation Street, which is the only part of the day I was looking forward to, and there is a guy in a shirt that says GOD SQUAD talking about moving a giant cross into some square so that blah blah blah.. I couldn't concentrate once I realized he had a shirt that said GOD SQUAD on it.
Anyway, this entry is lame and angsty, I just figured I'd try that out since apparently everyone thinks that anything I write is supposed to be funny or something. No way dudes, I am an angsty bitch too, I have deep, complex and important problems like my soap not being on and not winning enough money in the lottery. I'm so goth it hurts! Oh that reminds me, I went horseback riding the other day, it was pretty good, my horse was named George.
12:51 p.m. - Jul. 23, 2002