I ruined my good streak of posting a lot of diary entries cause I got really sick with the flu I guess. I am pretty much okay now, but I feel so weird, just sort of loose and disconnected. It's not too bad but it's that kind of thing where I think probably I shouldn't operate heavy machinery. Luckily I wasn't planning to really. The good thing about being sick and not eating much for a week and a bit is that I think my stomach shrunk and I don't really feel hungry much now, and when I eat stuff that wouldn't fill me before, I'm pretty full. I hope this will help me shrink until I am really tiny, just super miniscule. I want to be able to fit inside the huge baby bottle that waits (and calls) for me in bed:
I know maybe that sounds "weird" or "unconventional" to some of you, but if wanting to shrink to 40 or 50 percent of my height/weight/general size so that I can fit inside a comically oversized baby bottle isn't cool with you, then maybe it's YOU who needs to examine YOUR hangups.
10:39 p.m. - Jan. 29, 2003